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Anhedonia Black Edition

by Alia Synesthesia

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1.
~Surreal Space~ Harpies: Be the wind. Be the rain. Be the moon. Fly higher. Dream bigger. Reach for the stars. All that is alive is born to create, but look at all of you, cursed specie - you end up just pushing datasheets in the office ~Office~ Manager: Excuse me, are you listening to me? What time is it? You are late. Not a great first impression, don’t you think? But anyhow, how fast do you type? Are you familiar with Excel? Kim: Y-yes…I took an extensive bootcamp course on data entry. Right after I graduated from university. Manager: Bootcamp, you say? What is your degree in, anyway? Kim: Illustration, or, technically, creative visual design. There aren’t many placements right now, so I figured I'd go for something more practical. Manager: I see...Well, this is your first project. Go through every single file, try not to make mistakes. Lunch is at noon, you will have 30 minutes. Don’t go overtime.
2.
Tell me do you cry sometimes when you're alone? Tell me do you wanna cut the line to the office phone? You might think I bluff But your time is now Pack your bags and leave tonight It's unhandled rejection And your senses are wired Unexpected connection Check your pulse Activated and broken Seeing truth as it is Now that you came around What would happen to this world?
3.
Interlude I 01:11
~Surreal Space~ Hell Overseer: Wake up, my child. It’s time. Deadgirl: Uhhhm...what time is it? Time for what? Hell Overseer: The usual. At 7 o’clock, we take warm acid showers. At 7:30, we have red-hot coals for breakfast. And starting at 8 sharp, we pour brimstone down our throats, ears and other orifices until lunchtime. Then, we take a short break, wish upon a lucky star that this all will be over soon, and at around 12:30, we continue with the brimstone straight up until 5. Some like to take an extra hour after 5, to prepare for the next day, but it’s not mandatory. Deadgirl: So...I am ...in hell? Hell Overseer: Well, why are you being so dramatic? On Fridays we all steam in the same cauldron and discuss our experiences. We usually order pizza, too. See? It’s not that bad.
4.
Stop Go 03:12
I feel my hands reach out to light There's world outside but I can't go on and play For you it's no problem But I can't do this anymore You tell me it's nothing But I can't go on like this... There has to be more Stop Go There has to be more Stop Go There has to be more Stop Go Like a rat on the wheel ... I keep spinning Stop Go There has to be more Stop Go There has to be more Stop Go One day I might break And I'm afraid What would happen then What would happen?
5.
Interlude II 01:16
~Surreal Space~ Deadgirl: Dear diary. I don’t remember how long I remained in this place. I simply lost count of time. I started dreading seeing my reflection. Whomever keeps looking back at me scares me. Where am I? Who am I? How much longer can I carry on? ~Office~ Manager: Okay, I will repeat myself again - this is extremely crucial that we pull together as a team. I know we have been all working overtime since March, but this time, we really need you working over the weekends, too. The company’s success is in your hands. As of tomorrow, we will be holding two team meetings a day - one at 10am, as per usual, and one at 7pm. When this is all over, everyone gets a promotion, but, just so you know, no pay raise. Thank you, again, for being such good team players!
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ColourBlind 04:18
Black. White. Colour. Blind. Holy holy holy holy holy church of money Black. White. Colour. Blind. Holy holy holy holy holy church of money Every time I look The sky is changing shape Colours undefined... right Black. White. Colour. Blind. Holy holy holy holy holy church of money Black. White. Colour. Blind. Holy holy holy holy holy church of money Pixelated, bright I can't recall what's right Overclock my mind Take this a sign of hope Take this as a promise Take this as a road to happiness Black. White. Colour. Blind. Holy holy holy holy holy church of money Black. White. Colour. Blind. Holy holy holy holy holy church of money Ryan: You are not your job, your tax bracket or your bank account Working sixty hours a week is not a badge of honour You are but an asset to be disposed of by the system that doesn't care So don't care about it Sing, dance, rebel Give only to those that give to you Take nothing but love in return
7.
Hell Overseer: Therein lies the land of eternal shadow, the valley of death. Perpetual winds disturb the ever-sleeping desolace, yet roaring storm never cometh. A lonesome place. The only thing that comes close, really, is the stagnancy of a swamp. Deadgirl: Where are we now? Hell Overseer: A flatland. A dark side of the moon. A flat line. A dessert at night. A warm colour of the Marianne trench. A place where hopes come to die. That space in-between, where the misplaced sense of personal responsibility meets the buyer’s remorse. Deadgirl: Why did we come here? This place SUCKS. Hell Overseer: Well put. Harpies: What is she doing? What is she wearing? What is she eating? What IS she? ~Office~ Manager: I. don’t. Care. Is the report ready? Were you...were you sleeping just now? Is that a coffee stain on your shirt? Disgusting.
8.
Anhedonia 04:14
Condemnation. Drive. Success. Reward-driven behavior Anhedonia is a diverse array of deficits in hedonic function, including reduced motivation or ability to experience pleasure. It refers to reduced motivation, reduced anticipatory pleasure, reduced consummatory pleasure and deficit in reinforcement learning. Every day becomes the same Grey mess Augur shakes their head in vein Pluto's out of phase Throw your hands into the air And watch your hopes and dreams they're peeling off And behind the mask of care You afraid, there's nothing there Stare into the gaze of beast And you will burn your eyes Hydra known for many names And it likes ties Throw your hands into the air And watch your hopes and dreams they're peeling off And behind the mask of care You afraid, there's nothing there Sell your time Sell your body Learn to live Like everybody
9.
Interlude IV 01:29
~Surreal Space~ Surreal voices: We keep believing that personality is a fixed concept. If someone was born excitable and creative - they remain like that forever. We tend to think of behaviors that deviate from the pattern we used to as “uncharacteristic”. But that couldn’t have been further from the truth. Journeys change us. Journeys matter. We are myriads of journeys. Hell Overseer: So where are we going next? Deadgirl: What??? Hell Overseer: Where are we going next? We've been wandering this valley of death over here for a while. It’s kinda getting old by now. I mean...there’s only so much about it I can deliver in a mysterious voice. The place is kind of ...empty. Deadgirl: Is this...up to me to decide where we go next? Hell Overseer: Yes… You see, this is the beauty of hell - once you are that deep below, everything above where we are now is much much better. Where to? Deadgirl: Take me to your leader Hell Overseer: You got it!
10.
Paperweight 06:20
And if I refuse? And If I shake off this shadow Off my shoulder blade And if I reject? And If I erupt like volcano And scatter the skies with ash Bare your teeth Like a shark Find your way In the dark Light and fast No compromises No slaves, no masters No surprises No slaves no masters No slaves no masters No slaves no masters Ryan: Evil is misplaced blame It is banning plastic straws while coke continues to produce thousands of tones of plastic every year Evil is misplaced worth It is veneration of the billionaire class Who got rich demanding we all go back to work during the pandemic Evil is misplaced power It is politicians believing that government serves no role While being given the keys to the halls of power To ensure our communal assets are being sold off to the highest bidder Evil is complacency It is all of us watching this happen And doing nothing to stop it No slaves no masters No slaves no masters
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Interlude V 01:24
Kim: What the [beep] do you want from me? Take you [beep] promotion, shove it into your [beep] [beep]. I'm outta here. ~Surreal Space~ Harpies: Oh, no...here she comes. Get your feathers outta here. It’s not worth it. Hell Overseer: Well, that was... exhilarating! I don’t remember anyone talking to the lord of hell in this way before. I mean, hell wouldn’t freeze over this, but still. Deadgirl: Thank you, you’ve been a great companion and a great help. Hell Overseer: Any time. What are you going to do now, since you got a free pass back to life? Deadgirl: I might as well spend it doing something I love doing. And no holding back. ~Metal show~ Deadgirl (now alive): Ahh...f*ck Once again, I am not a merch girl. I am a supporting act. Did I come back from the dead for this?
12.
And I hate people like you Cause you don't listen to people like me And I hate people like you Cause you don't listen to people like me And one day we'll find you on the bottom of the well One day we'll find you on the bottom of the well We will act surprised in the mock concern And we break champagne and... (drum fill) And one day we'll find you on the bottom of the well One day we'll find you on the bottom of the well We will act surprised in the mock concern And we break champagne and... (drum fill)

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Anhedonia Black Edition is an extended edition of Anhedonia EP (official release date: July 30, 2021) originally available only via pre-order.
To purchase Anhedonia White (Public) edition, go here: aliasynesthesiamusic.bandcamp.com/album/anhedonia
This album is meant for public streaming only.

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released July 31, 2021

All instruments, composition, mixing, mastering, vocals - Alia Synesthesia
Spoken poetry on tracks 6 and 10 - Ryan Clark
Voice of Hell Undertaker, and Mean Manager - Eric Kovalevsky
All other voices - Alia Synesthesia

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